Diary
Tudor Boloni
On Autonomy and Imperfection
February 2005

Mainly, my diary records fragments of broken systems and incomplete
patterns. The details are sanitised and reduced to the most fundamental issues,
allowing instead an almost exclusive focus on the abstract interplay of the
participating forces in any subsystem or networked structure I find novel.
The systems I monitor range from natural ecologies networked via energy flows,
to systems comprised of humans that metabolise perceptions and power in their
various forms, to informational systems that are unrestricted in their organisation
and development, seeking only to efficiently quantify and understand the signals
they are given. Sometimes, to help pay the rent, I interrogate a few systems
using the relationships stored in the pages of past diaries, hoping to get
usable predictions and strategic insight for my clients. So far those clients
have included governments, banks, and very influential families, but no one
has asked for anything truly interesting, so the full implications of what's
in those diaries remain mysteries even to me.
One system that seems to be getting more unstable, in spite of its historic
opportunity to transcend its past limitations, is the class divide. While
the economic class divide merits its own alarm bells (judge each society by
its weakest members), there are others more motivated to start that chorus.
I’ll take the less visible but harder to fix, intellectual class divide,
as the topic for this forum. In the words of one of the founders of transhumanism,
humans all must evolve to being always reflective, never reflexive.
The problem can (and has been) referred to as the growing Intellectual Proletariat,
a divide that is now creating the vast pool of future indentured servants
(most family lines will go straight from one servant class to the next while
foolishly believing they have escaped their plight generations ago). As a
contextual reference, we need to understand that science is feeding back on
its own discoveries with increasing speed, while cross pollinating ideas of
such complexity and beauty, that most scientists I sit with sound almost euphoric
about the paths their work is taking. From neuroscience to quantum optics
to machine intelligence to synthetic biology, everywhere there appears to
be eternal springtime. Researchers in these fields and others are being driven
by passion, and the thrill of original discovery. We know this, because if
they had more money they would be buying more equipment to discover more things
by ever faster means. These pioneers are driven by the search for truth and
beauty, while most of our fellow humans are driven by comfort and happiness
(bread and circuses). Both of these two facts bode poorly for the vast majority
of humans.
First, we need to realise that science, by its very nature, is vigorously
reverse engineering the essence of what it is to be a subjective human (a
path dependent, hierarchically organised pattern matching engine, with massive
chemical addictions and limited reasoning capacity (where does the image of
the loving parent staring into the eyes of his child figure into this description
you may ask, well, go back and read it again because that is exactly what
was described)). Also, realise that the motivation of scientists is asymmetrical,
namely, maximum passion and attention until someone figures out the question,
then on to novel ground and minimum interest in the by now ‘old discovery’,
unless a corporation hires one of them to exploit the new technology against
consumers (some may object to the wording, but I maintain that it is those
people specifically that need to be more honest in their interactions with
reality). So we have an international swarm of geniuses in an unrelenting,
concerted effort to expose humans for the programmable super-chimps we secretly
have always known ourselves to be, while no one motivated by more than money
and/or personal issues (I couldn’t bring myself to say psychologists
outright), is around to clean up the mind shrapnel left in the wake of progress.
The result is fairly predictable, with most people (and without a little irony,
scientists too are overwhelmingly a part of the Intellectual Proletariat)
being herded by financial and political interests into a cascading set of
behaviours that are less conscious or beneficial to themselves than they could
be.
To avoid being one of the glorified chimps whose life is but a stream of moods
and predictable response behaviours, a higher order self awareness is critical.
There are four masters that modern humans obey. The first master is your genetic
code that prewires the greater part of your personality and mood palette.
While the biological picture isn’t complete, the results are obvious
to most researchers already: genes set up nearly every aspect of our decisions
(which is why we are horrible decision makers (I know, 'not me', 'not me',
shouts the crowd, but keep a line-graph of how fulfilled you feel daily, then
shout at yourself)), with extensive blind spots, irrational biases, and the
chemical background to influence further analysis. Nurture and learning could
at best act as a veto to desire, but more often than not, the intelligent
mind is busy rationalising actions, not deciding them. As an example, stereotyping
is the very essence of human learning, so imagine how difficult breaking free
of unwanted genetic mechanisms must be. With proper cognitive models of the
human brain, advertisers will sell perceived happiness more than any actual
product (this is well on its way today, but will get much more insidious and
effective within the next few years).
The second master is your memetic code. Memes (i.e. ideas or beliefs) could
be viewed as the genetic material of a social group, and are passed from brain
to brain during communication. If the receiving human is not wearing intellectual
protection, the meme will gladly occupy a healthy region of mindshare, and
through our genetic tendency to reduce cognitive dissonance, may start to
push out potentially valid but conflicting memes. Meme wars are usually won
not by the most beneficial meme to the host super-chimp, but by the most-memorable-while-not-visibly-harmful
meme (easy to remember memes have the added benefit of acting like secret
handshakes, used by other super-chimps that are only too happy to confirm
how smart you are for having stored a similar meme). You now store sufficient
memes for a trained researcher to map the critical aspects of your life, like
the spatiotemporal and socioeconomic conditions of your and your parents'
upbringing, along with everyone’s media and reading habits.
The third master of humans is harder to spot. Do we understand that each day
the productive assets of the entire human race, including all of its physical
labour, are deployed according to the wishes of the owners of those assets
or of the companies employing those humans? Are those massive forces of productive
change in the hands of the many, of too few, a few but smart, one but an enlightened
king? The point is that each day the earth changes in a direction not chosen
by a majority, and this isn’t necessarily problematic. Yet the earth
that could have been, but isn’t, the systems that could have been developed
but have instead been suppressed or never tried, those are the regions of
our collective experience space that are now closed off. Depending on how
much of a super-chimp you may be, this could be of no consequence, or a massive
obstacle to fully actualising your vision for self development in harmony
with like minded others (it turns out that my like minded chimps don’t
own enough assets to change the image of the world to our tastes yet, so we’re
still stuck looking at a bunch of alien handshakes between tribes of self-styled
super-baboons). The possible paths of the earth’s development are highly
restricted, and becoming more so as owners fear instability and are willing
to deploy the earth’s productive resources toward increasing measures
of control and ‘friendly-hands’ wealth generation. Our chance
here is to collectively vote our dollars/euros/yen so that our opinions (once
they have been decontaminated of unhealthy reflexive thinking and parasitic
memes squatting in our belief structures) can make a difference.
The fourth master that prevents humans from achieving true autonomy is also
the most abstract. Nietzsche alluded to it when he claimed that optimisation
and reasoning are signs of degeneration. If it were not for its key role in
understanding our own conflicting desires and instincts as humans, I would
have left these parting thoughts buried in my diary. All of our thinking and
learning is circumscribed by a more or less rigid set of logical axioms that
have been derived from some absolute beliefs. Wherever we look, we receive
confirmation of the most basic truths holding, so we tend to rely on them
as permanent fixtures of reality. For example, all known biota (living entities)
exist and evolve in an economy of limited resources. To optimise the use of
limited resources one follows logical reasoning that improves the expected
outcome desired under probable scenarios. The birth of planets and solar systems
seem to follow similar rules of classic physics and logic, but the birth of
new galaxies is a stretch for logic, and the genesis of the first something
out of a true and total nothing, is hyperlogical (beyond the logic domain).
Our thoughtspace has the ability to reside and evolve within an environment
decoupled from any limits imposed by available energy (energy is arguably
the only resource in this universe, though available in a wide variety of
quanta, forms and states). Unless we utilise our thoughtspace entirely as
a domain of transfinite reasoning, a realm devoid of necessary logic, we preclude
ourselves from entering the creative class of sentient beings.
A goal of humanity is to achieve autonomy from all masters. While most of
us are not even aware of a choice, there are those that see only autonomous
humans as equals already. This divide is as fundamental as any other, but
even more dangerous given its genetic roots, and the propensity for that to
be interpreted as a merit based split in the species. The imperfection is
that the human design itself forces a transfinite creativity engine to be
tethered to an energy optimising gene replication vehicle. The exhausting
attempts by humans to bridge this imperfection is what I call ''Living in
the Dead Space'', but that’s another diary entry.
Tudor Boloni is a Managing Director with the specialist investment bank
BAC Romania. He can be reached at
tudor@bac-romania.com

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